My name is Naveen, I am Lil Pumpkin's Dad. I cannot and will not forget my child, our child. The pain i feel every second of every day. Time will not heal my pain, time will not make me forget, time will not allow me to get over my grief. I feel lost and helpless at times. How do i try and console my wife, my son. How do i attempt to understand matters. Some say it is one of those things, there was nothing that could be done. In my lucid moments i believe they are right. However, the answers i seek to the many questions i have remain unsolved. Maybe one day when i get to ask Him, maybe he will let me know. Until that day, my heart will be forever wrenched into bits and I know a piece of it will be forever with my child. I know i have been blessed greatly with my son and wife. If only that blessing could have been continued with the child i will never know, touch, cuddle and kiss in this lifetime. I know one day i will get the chance to see my child, to have my questions answered. You will always be part of our family and will always be our second child. I will love you forever x Daddy