One month today to the date can't believe how fast time has gone. Thought I was coping but hit me hard today. daddy still away, tarrun sleep. Someone with a newborn came to work todau kept tjinking of u. Why me. Why dod u have to go. Its not fair. It wasn't meant to be like this. I miss u. I touch my stomach wishing u were still there. I would do anything to go back in time to make things better change what was gonna happen. Was it my fault. Did. Idosomething or not. Did I let u down. I love u sooo much and miss u tooo. Tarrun wants god to give us amother healthy baby but with your face. Will I ever see u????? Love u my baby be safe x x mummy xxxx