Hi Pumpkin. hope u are ok, love you and miss you loads..just to to give you an update on whats been happening here since you went away... daddy came back from holiday. yesterday .. Tarrun has lost 2 teeth and now since yesterday he has learnt to ride his bike. I am so proud of him. I have gone back to work to take my mind off things!! It was ok I went three days last week and on 2 diffferent days some women came in with small children. One was a newborn and kept crying I got a bit upset and stayed in the kitchen till they left.. and the other kid just made me think of what you would have been like. I am ok, trying to keep busy and do stuff. Then I watch tv and everyone on tv is having babies, everyone in real life is pregnant.. Not a day has gone by when i have not thought of you.. I light a candle everyday for you, dont ever think I have forgotten you because I have not mummy loves you always... take care my child xxx love always and forever mummy xxxx