Yesterday you would have been 20 weeks old, how happy i would have been half way thought my pregnancy, half way to meeting you. Evan after six weeks without you I am so angry, so angry that you left me. Why did you have to go? why did you have to levae me?? I feel emoty, a part of me has gone.. i am trying to move on but everyday I am reminded of you.. everyday... i get upset everyday i think of you.. I dont want to forget about you, buti dont want to be sad all the time. I miss you so much. no one understands. I hold your teddy and pretend its you and give you a BIG cuddle. I hold the heart wings on my pendant and try to feel close to you. I touch the baby feet on my charm braclet and imagine they are yours. I light a candle and think of you every night. I hope you are ok my baby, my pumpkin, i miss you so much and will always love you forever no matter how many children i have in the fututre you will always have a place in my heart and will never be forgotton..... your heart broken mummy xxxxxx